altho it's agreeable for me to be meticulous with certain procedures at work to ensure minimum space for mistakes and being more detailed and careful saves problems from cock ups in the future, but to adopt a practice that is more or less the same result except, from my point of view, less effecient and quite entirely redundant simply gets on my nerve and claws at the back of my mind.

i need to understand the reason behind what i do in order to do them. every function and procedure have to give meaning. if doing a more tedious work does not really makes much difference, i find it plain annoying yet since LH came in to tell me of the newly suggested way preferred for doing things, i do admit on the sudden urge to be really rude and retort on how ridiculous it is altho in the end, i merely curbed my irrational self into simply saying how redundant i feel it is.

venting my anger on her proves nothing. she wasn't the one who wanted it done that way and in fact she finds it pretty redundant as well. but oh well, the one who is less effecient with IT prefers it that way so be it. i can't really be bothered.

the way i function is, the more tedious the procedure, i tend to cock up more. if i have to manually click with a mouse to get things done instead of using the already built in keyboard shortcuts, i think i'm gonna just fuck it and do a bad job anyway. call me short tempered perhaps, if u want, but oh well i do really get damn irritable when things don't make any cow sense.